Hello everyone! I use an exclamation point but honestly nothing has excited me in quite a while. If you read my blog title you know that I am trying to get better. The only problem, though, is that you are probably reading this when I haven't yet gone through a drastic weight transformation or feeling happy 24/7. You started reading when I am at the lowest I've been in a long time.....That's what I'm most afraid of. But, I have to get over my fears because this is the last chance I have to change.
I will most likely go over everything about me in a few posts so I won't dump it on you right now. The key highlights are that I am 275 lbs and suffering from a host of mental illnesses. I doubt you'd even be able to tell if you saw me on the street....the mental stuff that is. Yeah I think you can see 275 lbs when you see it (*laughs dryly*). I've always been seen as an overachiever that was well versed in the great works of the greatest writers. People would call me bubbly. I know how to act happy, that's the easy part.
Over 4 years I have been out of a cult. Funny thing is that people don't really think cult when they think of Jehovah's Witnesses but, believe me, it's a cult. I won't go into it now but you will definitely see why I feel strongly that it is a cult. It won't be the main focus of my blog as I am trying to separate myself from it but you can't go forward without understanding the past that got you to your present, right?
Last thing I have to say is that I actually do love hearing from people so if you have thoughts about my thoughts or you found something in your life that helped you then please email me at musichelper7440@gmail.com. It would really help if you found that secret in life that helped you to get better. If you want to comment something hateful then feel free to. All opinions should be heard. It is my choice whether to accept it as helpful advice or brush it away. Well, I look forward to talking to you over this journey to wellness of mine.
I will most likely go over everything about me in a few posts so I won't dump it on you right now. The key highlights are that I am 275 lbs and suffering from a host of mental illnesses. I doubt you'd even be able to tell if you saw me on the street....the mental stuff that is. Yeah I think you can see 275 lbs when you see it (*laughs dryly*). I've always been seen as an overachiever that was well versed in the great works of the greatest writers. People would call me bubbly. I know how to act happy, that's the easy part.
Over 4 years I have been out of a cult. Funny thing is that people don't really think cult when they think of Jehovah's Witnesses but, believe me, it's a cult. I won't go into it now but you will definitely see why I feel strongly that it is a cult. It won't be the main focus of my blog as I am trying to separate myself from it but you can't go forward without understanding the past that got you to your present, right?
Last thing I have to say is that I actually do love hearing from people so if you have thoughts about my thoughts or you found something in your life that helped you then please email me at musichelper7440@gmail.com. It would really help if you found that secret in life that helped you to get better. If you want to comment something hateful then feel free to. All opinions should be heard. It is my choice whether to accept it as helpful advice or brush it away. Well, I look forward to talking to you over this journey to wellness of mine.
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